Sunday, September 27, 2009
Hey Just to update this blog is still active but not used.... I'm currently using my LJ right now... Nothing much but mostly are my lyrics entries!! Go check em out...
Nanagoto
5:22 PM
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
hi
I know hvn updated VERYVERYVERY long....
eva since this yr, i've been more emo, i tink... I feel like more depressed& somhow more pathetic as well....
seriously, in my life, rite now e oni ying dat i'm happy bout is NewS & Keii..... If I don hv dem rite now, i'd prob b crying cauz i gotta go skul or study.... It's pathetic, YA!!! My happiness lies in the hands of 6 ppl who don know me, don know i exist & r miles&miles away...... But I don regret knowing NewS & more importantly Keii.....
But now, I'm super numb, I don know how & wat to feel anymore???!!? It's like i feel happy bout somtin but den i'll get sad tinkin bout e -ve side but den remind myself wy i like it in e 1st place den get happy again.... I'm confused & sometimez i feel like it'd b better if i culd juz stay a str face & not smile.... Go away to a mountain & juz, free myself....
I'm glad I hv my frens, I'm glad I love Keii, I'm glad I hv music to help me through my days..... I'm depressed how pathetic i live my life, feeling like i'm juz dreadin it 4 ppl who don even know or accept or assume me..... Sometimez I wana fall in2 a deep sleep & nvr wake up, not die, but juz long enough to e point wer i can find my peace & wen i do wake, i don feel as crap.....
I hate myself 4 being this, wateva this is
DePReSSeD
Nanagoto
9:39 PM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Hiz ppl!?!?!?!
I'm SUPERSUPERSUPER depressed rite now!!! Bout wat?????
Bout EVERYTING!!!!
It's stupid rili wen I think bout it but yet it was enough to make me cry... a... lot.....
I'm wierd, but that's why I'm loved, h..a...h...a...
Things troubling me :
1. Singing
2. After high skul, ????
3. Keii-chan (This problem is forever there, seriously)
4. ??????
5. Keii-chan (The person I cry most over these days)
6. Being in Singapore, being lonely, being sad
7. Keii-chan (I [seriously] don't know... Anymore, nvr did, I oso don't know)
I HATE being sooooo COMPLEX over such simple matters.... & moz of all, WHY DO I ALWAYS COntradICT MYSELF OR TWIST WHAT I WANT BECAUZ I ALWAYZALWAYZ THINK TOO MUCH
Plz save me.....Keii
This is no fic, [sori] juz felt like putting down some nonsense...
Nana
Nanagoto
9:57 PM
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Yo!!!Today's my BIRTHDAY!!!! I'm 15 Baby!!!! Still a JAP-Will-BE, Still LOVE my KITTY-CHAN & my FRENZ!!!! Still on the road of being the ABSOLUTE FABNTABULOUS NANAtoTARU!!!Changed my back, ground that is!!! Stretched it so luks a bit weird but cauz I wanted it BADLY to FIT!!!!NANA
Nanagoto
7:51 PM
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Yo!?!?! Sashiburi!?!?!
Som1 requested my NANAfied ver. of 7 things so here it is....
7 things
I prob shuldn say this but somtimez I get so mad
Wen I think about the previous relationship we nvr had
It wasn't awesome, we nvr had it
It's not possible 4 me not to care
Now I'm standing in the rain
And you're nvr gonna change until you hear, my dear
The 7 things I hate about you
Chorus
You smell
You're wierd
You're insecure
You love boyz, you like girls
You make me laugh, you make me cry
Why do you cost so much to buy??
Your frenz, they're sissies wen they act like you
Juz know it hurts
I wana be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
No1's gayer than you
It's hot & frustrating as I wait 4 you to come
With a melting choc ice-cream, sweatin like a pig under the sun
When you come, I'll kick your ass
Cauz beatin you is the best, let's make it clear
I'm not waiting 4 you
Our gay relationship is through
The 7 things I hate about you
Chorus
That's it!!! I was bpred in class [as alwayz] so.....
OUT
Nana
Nanagoto
6:02 PM
Friday, December 12, 2008
Here's a LARGER pic of the WONDERFULLY-SCATHING-FANSERVICE PICTURE!!!!
~KYAAA~
Evritime I luk at dis pic, I get extremely high & start laughing like hell!!!!
Nanagoto
5:23 PM
Sunday, December 7, 2008
YO!!!
Today I went to a cat show
And prob in ur mind u'd think, "So?"
It wasn't exactly fun, but not bad too
I mayb gained muscles, who knew
(4th - 10th placing)
Manual labour, it actually was
But it weren't a total loss
Saw many cats, some cool, some long
And of course, if u know me u'd know i sang songs
(Top 3)
In the end, I was tired, worked hard till 6
But I did get my laughs a couple of hilarious kicks
Though a lot of fur I had to clean
And mayb more than wat I shuld've seen
The interestin part was the "Animal Planet" live
Where I became scared & others wuldv'e broken into hives
The horrific view, WHAT?? you may ask
Was 2 cats humping, the scariness last
(We got McD for lunch)
All & all, it weren't all that bad
From all the fluff & fur *GACK*
Now I'm home writin this ting
& so I'm loggin off to SING
HAHA
Nana
Nanagoto
8:20 PM
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
I CAN'T SLEEP!!!!
I CAN'T SLEEP!!!!
Truth is, dis is juz a distraction 4 my prev entry bout YAMAPI!!!!!
so,
I CAN'T SLEEP!!!!
I CAN'T SLEEP!!!!
HAHA
Natasha a.k.a. Kuromaou a.k.a. Nana
Nanagoto
3:29 AM
Friday, November 28, 2008
Yo minna!!!
This entry is 2 convey my feelings on/for Yamapi..
If ya know me, you'd prob say that I like him but wuld normally hear me complaining bout him & saying "I hate him"!!!! Truthfully, IDK wat my actual feelings 4 him r either...!?!?! Wierd huh?? In the 1st place, ya'd prob think I'm over-fanned on Yamapi cauz I use words like love & hate, which r RILI STRONG words that convey ACTUAL, SERIOUS emotions but if ya know "know" me, ya'd know I'm not exageratin... I'm not a typical fan but I'm not crazy either... so, rest assured.... XDXD
Truthfully, again, I don actually "hate" him & to tell ya e truth, I hv no idea why I dislike him either... It's juz dat weneva I think of him or see his pic, I feel angri... Wierd rite??? I'd get upset wen I hear rumors like him with a girl... Eg. Him & Gakki [whom I dislike] in a hot tub
But wen I RILI luk at him, closely, in2 his eyez, der's dis inevitable, gut feeling that he's lonely... Sometime's I feel so stupid 2 think so but it's like I'm so sure of it, like I believe it even though I know I'm juz assuming!!! I'm wayy contradictive of myself, don ya tink??? Dis is normal, actually... One of my "charming" "unique" characters of confusing MYSELF!!!
On his J-web "Yamashita no Nikki" , his recent entry..... As a personal Pi note, he wrote,
"Cauz ya live, I live.... Cauz ya live, I hv twice as many stars in my sky"
I mean, though it's wayy cheesy.... I like it, bein a romancist & all.... I'd TOTALLY BLUSH if Yamapi said dat 2 me, no doubt [cauz it''s wayy sweet]
But e ting is, in my opinion [& Taru] , somtin as heartfelt, sweet & romantic as dat shouldn be said so easily/lightly to A GAZILLION fans.... It should be saved 4 dat 1 special person ya rili like or LOVE.... I get he wans 2 express himself 2 his fans, but he shuld try usin less "deep" words....
I know I'm wayy complez, confusin, 2 in-depth-tinkin-2-much & mayb annoyin, but it's juz how I feel!!! Actual truth, I love how I'm like this, even though somtimez frustratin [4 me 2] but hey.... dat's why I'm interesting rite??? [HAHA][Don hv 2 agree cauz at least I know som ppl think so] XDXD
That's all for now!!! [for now, be minded, HAHA]
Out & Mostly Confused
Natasha a.k.a. Kuromaou a.k.a. Nana
Nanagoto
3:13 AM
Monday, November 17, 2008
Yo guyz!!!
NewS Color album is OUTTT!!!
Actually, not really.... Release date : 19th
Nov but loads of ppl aredi got theirs
through pre-order so now I've got ALL the songs!!!!
My fave title would hv 2 be :
1. Forever
2. SMILE MAKER, Fly Again,
Ryo-chan's ordinary & KoyaShige's Murarisuto
3. The rest 4. Yamapi's MOLA
"Murari" means somtin like
"an uprising 'naughty' feeling"....
The song has that same CUTE melody
like "Chirarizumu"!!!! The song is WAY CATCHYYY
& it's prob cauz the tune is somewat
like a song you'd tink is from "Hairspray" !!!!
[At least, that's wat I tink XD]
"MOLA" , on the other hand, means "sexy lady" ....
P-chan's whole solo, this time, is in ENGLISH!!!
I mean, it's great that he want 2 pursue
Eng & international fans but his lyrics are
"kinda repulsive", at least 4 me!!!!
It has lines like Eg.
1 : Girl you need to get up on me
2 : I'll make you wanna shout just like
oh ooo oh ooo
3 : Let's make love in this club through the night
4 : Let me make you numb
Idk bout you guyz, but I find it
WAY DISGUSTING, HORNY & MASOCHISTIC!!!!
It's as though he was in that state of mind when he wrote it!!!
It's WAYWAYWAY ERO!!!!
I'm sori 2 ANY/ALL Yamap fans but, truth,
I'm WAYY DISAPPOINTED!!!!
Reason why I LOVE J-POP is that the songs
have deeper meaning & more true,
comparing to Eng music ya hear t
hese days!!!! I mean, stuff like
'shortiez with their booties', sex
& other crap I'm SICK of listening 2!!!!
Don get me wrong, their AWESOME songs
[sometimez] but I'm juz not in2 them....
I still LOVE Rihanna & others though!!!
That's it!!!
BYE
Natasha a.k.a. Kuromaou a.k.a. Nana
Nanagoto
10:05 PM
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Yo!!!
I juz found the lyrics & translation 4 NewS - Bambina & I was SHOCKED...!!!....!!!!
The lyrics are way ERO & doS ne!!!! MAJIDE!!!!! I mean, 'Ai no MATADOR' was ERO 2 but 'Bambina' is WAYYY OFFFF!!! Here's the lyrics & translation.... 4 those who aren't interested in the song, Imma post e translation 1st!!!! Btw, BAMBINA is ITALIAN for 'little girl'. Also used as a cute way to refer to girls in general or to one's girlfriend.
Bambina
Tansalation
山下 : Wet lips, chaotic breath, overflow
Don't tease me, 'cause I can't control myself
増田 : What are you thinking of, while looking at the ring scar?
I'll make you forget about him
錦戸 : If you're the one to seek comfort
I'll embrace you tightly until dawn breaks
[Chorus 1]
ALL : Bambina, naked as you are
Bambina, feel more
Like or Love? let me hear your answer
Every time our bodies lie on top of one another
It's like an electric shock running through me
Show me, I want all of you
Lonely, wounded Bambina
小山 : Even though I've woken from my dream, it's a warmth that will never fade
in the back of my mind I am reminded of your hips
手越 : Loosely
加藤: See, since tonight as well you are the one to seek it
Until dawn breaks I won't let you go
[Chorus 2]
ALL : Bambina, honest as you are
Bambina, don't tell me lies
Real or Fake? let me hear your answer
My heart, as if burning up
Is scorching with impatience
So come here, I'll give you my whole self
手越 : Raise your overly delicious voice
I'll make it go on until it is almost broken
山下 : I'll make you feel it more
[Chorus 1]
Romaji
山下 : Nureta kuchibiru midareta toiki afureru
Jirasanaide gaman dekinai kara
増田 : Yubiwa no kizuato minagara nani wo omou no?
Aitsu nante wasuresasete ageru yo
錦戸 : Nagusametette kimi ga motomeru nara
Yoru ga akeru made dakishimeru
[Chorus 1]
ALL : Bambina hadaka no mamade
Bambina motto kanjite
LIKE or LOVE? sono kotae wo kikasete
Karada kasaneru tabini
BIRIRI kakenukeru kara
Misete yo kimi wo subete hoshii yo
Samishii kizudarake no Bambina
小山 : Yume kara sametemo kesshite kienai nukumori
Mabuta no ura omoiukabu koshitsuki
手越 : Midarani
加藤 : Konya mo hora kimi ga motomeru kara
Yoru ga akeru made hanasanai
[Chorus 2]
ALL : Bambina sugao no mamade
Bambina uso tsukanaide
REAL or FAKE? sono kotae wo kikasete
Kokoro yakedo mitaini
JIRIRI kogashiteru kara
Oide yo boku o subete ageru yo
手越 : Amasugiru koe wo hariagete
Kowareru kurai ni ikaseteyaru
山下 : Motto kanji sasete yaru yo
[Chorus 1]
That's all!!!
Out & About : Natasha a.k.a. Kuromaou a.k.a. Nana
Nanagoto
7:13 PM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Yo/Ohayou/Oyasumi
As alwayz, there is SOO NOTIN 2 do..... I'm sickeningly BORED OUTTA MY MINd...[KYAAA, some1 kill me {but rili, don't (haha)}]But now, NewS is like constantly invading my thoughts... I fit's not NewS, it's Keii-chan or somtin bout Johnny's & that was rili pissin & stressin me out cauz it'd juz remind me off the fact that I'LL NVR DEBUT!!!! Currently, I'm hung up on KoyP's "Ginza Rhapsody", but other songs are rili catchin my attention 2 like Massu's "MasSuperman" [WAY CATCHY]!!!I SOOOOSOOOO BADLY wana go 2 1 of NewS's Party.... NewS decided as a group 2 4m now on call ALL CONCERTS as a PARTY..... They're latest 1st 'PARTY' was in Sendai... It wasn't exactly a concert but juz a small concert party... It's called "The Diamond Party" & they're latest concert is "NewS Winter Party Diamond" [though I seriously think they should rearrange the name 2 "NewS Winter Diamond Party"!!! I SOOO wanted 2 go 2 the sendai party!!! That's wer they did the op performance 4 they're new solos' like "Ginza Rhapsody" "MasSuperman" "Tambourine" [Shige's solo] ..... Oh & there were some hot & scathing performances...Here's a boost : .jpg)
[Keii-chan on top of Tesshi {KYAAA, SOO HOTT!!!}]
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[Keii-chan cuddling 2 Massu {which was actually the scathing photo counter-attacking Keii-chan&Tesshi's HOT photo}] 
[These were the boyz at their mini "NewS Winter Party Diamond"]
[This photo was taken 4 the "party"'s pamphlet bookDon my boyz look cute 2gdr?!?!?! Especially my 2 BOYZ, Kitty-chan & Tesshi]
Well, that's it!!!
Bye
Natasha a.k.a. KuroMaou a.k.a. Nana
Nanagoto
1:59 AM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Ginza RhapsodyShiraketa yoru ni idakarete
Tabako fukashite mite mo
Shirazu shirazu omae no sagashiteru ze
Anata nante wasureta wa
Hitori de kakko tsukete
Dakedo ima mo sutekirenai no yo yubiwa
Tokei wo miagete mo
Hakanai yume no merodi
[Chorus]
Shinu hodo itoshikute dakedo aenakute
Futari mata kyou shiranai hitoto dakiatte
Hitomi tojiru tabi modoreru kigashite
Aa mata mune wo yogiru ginza rapusodi
Otono nai heya de hitori
Omoide BAGGU tsumete
Sute ni ikuze dokoka tooi machi made
Anata ga iretetta botoru
Are kara hettenai wa
Choudo ii wa kirai datta ano kaori
Tokei wa modosenai
Munashii uso no merodi
Chorus
[Anna ni mabushikute anna ni dakiatte]
[Futari yorisotteta hibi wa kienakute]
Hitomi tojiru tabi aesou na kigashite
Aa mata mune wo kogasu ginza rapusodi
Doko ni iru no?
[ ] + [Chorus]
Doko ni Iru no?Original F.I.U. of Ginza RhapsodyFrom afar you look at me mysteriouslyJuz one look & I could already seeIn your eyes, something liesLike a sadness that you hide deep in your heartLike the rhythm of a song I call to youIn an instant, you could feel it tooOn this night, with this vibeBreak free & let go of the pain you feel insideOpen your heart & search deep withinAnd soon you'll start to hear this melodyChorus[And now there's just the two of us][Our love will brighten up the way][Trust yourself & take my hand & follow me][To find our destiny]No matter what I'll always beBy your side so then you'll see{[My love]}{[Our dream's a reality]}{[Just like this rhapsody]}As we start to venture deep into our soulsTo find the person that we could truly beNever hide, throw asideAll of the hesitations in your mindErasing all the memories of your painful pastLet your heart be free to love againDance with me, let me beThe one to lead your heart to somewhere newFollow your heart and find who you areNo matter what, I'll be there never farChorus{Exploring who we are inside}{Together on this crazy ride}{Never fear so let's move on to find our way}{No matter come what may}{Forget about what others say}{Believe that we'll get there someday}My loveOur dream's a realityLiving this rhapsody[ ] + { } + {[ ]}Forever rhapsodySori, my lyrics are a bit winding for the last mixed chorus... [heehee]NANA
Nanagoto
2:40 PM
Yoz!!!
SASHIBURIIIII :D:D:D:D
Gomen!!! I've been really LAZY & BORED & SOOOO SUPER BORED!!!!! Tryin 2 find a job but the plan is so far SUCKFIT.....
N lately, I've been in such a SLUMP & been juz SCHLUMPIN at home.... ALONE.... BORED.....To mY DeAtH [waaaawawaaa]
Anywayz, e oni ting dat pumps me & keep my brain workin is
NewSNewSNewSNewSNewS [mA BOYz]
KoyaP did a duet 4 deir !st Winter Diamond Party Concert Start-off & it
was AWESOME!!!! I'll hang the song in my MUSIC section & the lyrics in the next post!!! My next post is a cont. of this post.....
Post 2 preview : Lyricz to 'Ginza Rhapsody' & An Original F.I.U. of 'Ginza Rhapsody'
Sweetiez off,
Natasha a.k.a. Kuromaou a.k.a. Nana XD
Nanagoto
2:13 PM
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Yoz, juz an update on my lyricz.....Here's my writing style!!!! Basically, I write lyricz (DUH) but they are seperated into 3 groups...GROUPZ : 1. Own Lyricz2. F.I.U. Lyricz~F.I.U. means "Follow It Up"... What I do is, I use back the original tune (& somtimez the original idea/theme of the song) but I create my own lyricz to it Eg. Prisoner of Love, Gomen Ne JULIET, Ai Nante, Game of Love3. Nanafied ver. Lyricz~These lyricz are rearranged/changed/added to make translations of a song singable..... Eg.Gomen Ne JULIET, Ai Nante, Ai no MATADOR, Bokura no UtaBtw, BE CAUTIONED!!!! Some of my lyrics are HALF!!! I mean, some of my lyrics are not complete like for eg. [my F.I.U. of Gomen Ne JULIET & Prisoner of Love] are oni written till the 1st chorus.... That's juz how I write... Most of the time I oni write till th 1st chorus... I know it's wierd but... HEY!!! That's me.....Oh, FULL CREDITS to Aitamashii [LJ] for the translations that I Nanafy from...... She's AWESOME!!!!! XDXDXDOUt,Natasha a.k.a. Kuromaou a.k.a. Nana
Nanagoto
7:58 PM
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